Peculiar Friendship (?)
Just a thought.
Everything happened for a reason, so I've been told. For how true that theory is, that is yet to be figured.
=')
The certain group of people that I thought were my friends, turned their backs on me when everybody was against me.
*crushed*
They were the people that I thought would understand me, but I was proven wrong and too naive to realise that they weren't my real friends.
*mortified*
Friends give you the benefits of doubt.
Friends believe you when others don't.
Friends stand by you and protect you.
BUT,
My friends did not.
*defeated*
One day we were THE good friends. The next day we were THE closest enemies.
And six months later, here they are, trying to make conversation with me, and patch things up.
PECULIAR
Why now? Why not before?
I say, it's too damaged.
The moment you doubt me, and never gave me the chance to explain, was the beginning to the end of our friendship.
But, the moment when you cussed me publicly with those strangers like I was never your friend, was at the brink of our friendship.
And the moment when you decided to insult my family, especially my mommy, and my boyfriend was the end of your friendship.
*furious*
What did you even get from all of these, huh? Self-satisfaction? Guilt? Sin?
*confused*
Let's not talk about how you decided to share about my private life with complete strangers, shall we? That is another set of betrayal that I would like to comment on, but I would rather keep it behind closed doors for your own good, because I highly doubt you will appreciate it if I go around and tell the world about yours, won't you? =)
If I wanted revenge, I would have told everybody your private lives, but I didn't. Because I know how painful it is to be betrayed by your friends, whom you trusted.
*poignant*
Just because of one comment, everything went bizarre. Friendship went into ashes. Friends went to each other's throats. It's pathetic.
Sometimes I miss them. Sometimes I wonder about them. But their betrayal, cut my heart into pieces, and I told myself, I would never forgive them.
And yet today I found myself, forgiving them, bit by bit. But I know, things will never be as good as before.
Here's a piece of advice on friendship:
If you happen to have any disagreement with your friends, confront them, discuss with them, don't let your feelings bottled up because with only one silly word, you will tick off, like a grenade and there goes your friendship. Don't let anger clouds your judgement and don't let other's words get the best of you.
After this episode, now I believe that everything happened for a reason, and it's a good one. =)
Kalau ada yang terasa with this entry, I apologise, hope we can move forward after everything that had taken place, and let's embrace our issues like adults, okay. =)
Pardon me for a rather somber entry.
Natasha
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:) Thank you.
sometimes, life is funny kan? btw, tq for being my friend and i really appreciate all the memories that we've been through together eventhough cuma 3 months. as u said yesterday, what am i going to do without u tasha. hahaha
Life is not funny, the people are. Thank you for being such a great friend to me Faten! Hahahaha! Like wise, what will I do without u faten, cth, tghri td. Hahaha. Tq for accompanying me tghri td, cool me down kn. Our friendship is a funny one too actually, we've become good friends from all of these. Amazing! ;D Muaahhxx! <3
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