Mothers of My Family

A mother and her daughter shares a very beautiful and deep relationship, like no other in this world.
When her daughter is growing up, she proves to be her guardian angel- making sure her daughter gets the best and does not end up getting hurt in the future. 
As her daughter embarks her adulthood, she becomes her closest friend and confidant.
No matter how far her daughter goes or how high her daughter reaches, she will forever be the person,
who her daughter turns to.

I find Justin Bieber's dedication song to his mom is fitting for today' entry, hence:
Mama was my age when she had me. 22.
She was already busy earning money, changing diapers and feeding me.
Her life turned a complete 360 and all of a sudden, her attention and devotion were solely on me.
I was the reason of her existence. The reason for what and who she is today.
She had her entire life ahead of her, but she chose to be with me.
Forgetting her dreams, she raised me and never once did she ever regret her decisions.

"I've achieved all my dreams. You're one of my many dreams. I don't regret making the decision I made 22 years ago. After all, manusia merancang, Allah menentukan. Perhaps, my rezeki is elsewhere. If I had chosen otherwise, I wouldn't get to be with you and see how amazing you've turned to be. We won't be as close as this agaknya. I have no regrets."

=')

At the age of 22, I am nothing like my mom.
I don't have her courage. I don't have her bravery, her sensibility. Her level of acceptance. Her patience.
I don't have a job. I can't cook. Mama still does my laundry and she still tucks me to bed, haha.
I have absolute no idea how to care for a tiny poop making machine, nicknamed baby.
And I have barbie dolls and teddy bears everywhere in my room- bed, dressing room, study desk, closet, floor, TV cabinet, on the wall. Even in my bathroom!

Bagai teras bumi dengan galaksi perbezaannya, bukan. -,-"

Oh, and the best part of all, my entire family calls me, baby. Haha, yep, till to this day.
Baby this, baby that, baby here, baby, baby, baby.
*blush*

Mama.
I may have not verbally expressed my love and gratitude enough, but I want you to know that you are the most important person in my life, no one else. Your opinion matters to me. Your feelings matter to me.
I can never thank you enough for all the sacrifices you've done for me.

For bringing me into this world. For raising me with so much love. For giving me the best education and life. For being my bestfriend. For believing in me when I did not. For accepting my love of interest with a warm smile. For providing luxury that even two parents who work hard can't afford to. For being there when everyone else did not. For supporting me in every decision I made. For making me the centre of your life.

Thank you mama. Thank you for everything.
Thank you Allah for giving the opportunity to call this wonderful woman, my mama.
I thank Allah for giving me to you. I thank Allah for keeping you safe all these years.
Alhamdulillah. Syukran, ya Allah.

I love you mama.
With every fiber of my being. With every breathe I take.
You're always in my mind. In my heart. And in my prayers.
I promise to cherish you and to treasure you for as long as we live.
Amiiiin.

Happy Mother's Day, Mama.
I love you.
=')

Happy Mother's Day to my grandmommy too!

She was 18 when she had my mom. Young, ay?
I love you, Mak. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. You've provided more than a grandmommy should have, haha. I love you so much, Mak. With all  my heart. =')
Please let me keep her longer. I want her to be there when I have children of my own, so she could spoil them rotten as she did me, haha. I love you!


HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY TO ALL MOMS OUT THERE!

Mucho love,
Natasha
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Natasha Zainall said...

Lol! Mana ada rambut baru laa. Sama je, just curl dah habis. =P

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